I’m sorry for my inconsistent update. I’m finally back home in LA for a  month break. It had been 2 weeks into my break. One week I spent with my sister in Peru and the other week was home with my boyfriend. I would love to post up all of my pictures from Peru but there are too many. So I’ll just post up a few alright?

Cusco, Peru (machu picchu) the Inka’s ruin

my sister and I

one of their many cathedral

their delicious food!

Recently I’ve been splurging quite a lot on cosmetic products. Not a good thing at all…

from top left-bottom right: Lorac powder compact, YSL matt touch compact, estee lauder maximum coverage foundation, estee lauder mascara, smashbox primer

So here’s my two cents on the products. Out of all the above, my  favorite is the YSL matt touch compact. I love the fancy packaging. The powder is very soft and lovely as well. The only downside was the price. It was the most expensive product I’ve ever purchased. I also like the estee lauder mascara very much. It lengthen and thicken my lashes without clumbing. I was scam into purchasing the Lorac compact. It suck and I don’t know why it’s sephora’s best seller. I love how the smashbox primer feel on my skin but the oily control isn’t good at all. I like the awesome coverage estee lauder foundation has and a little goes a long way. It feel light on my skin as well. The only problem is that it’s too matte. Also I think the sell lady gave me the wrong shade because it was too dark on my skin.

I never really own a complete set of skin care products before. But a few weeks ago I decided to try it out. So I looked into a lot of reviews and decided to purchased the complete set of skinfood sake peach skin care line. It suppose to help minimize your pores as well as moisturize your skin with vitamins A and C. I love how refreshing and tightening it feel on my skin. It’s not oily or greasy to apply. I probably haven’t use it long enough to see the result in my pores. But I think it’s a great skin care line for summer time.

I lost my Lioele BB cream when I went to my boyfriend’s friend’s house to swim the other day. I read some good reviews about missha perfect cover BB cream #23 and decided to give it a try. So we went to their store and he bought it for me. Later I found out we could of got it cheaper on ebay. The store totally rip us off! As for the product it doesn’t suit me. It’s a bit dark and grayish on my skin. The oil control is alright but not too good for oily skin. I think it’s best for medium/tan with pink undertone and dry-combination skin type.

Lets end this on a happy note, Kingsley gave me these lovely flowers at the airport. Isn’t he sweet? I taught him well. lol

Today post will be just pictures!

I was bored this morning so I decided to takes pictures with buttercup. That skirt I’m wearing is my first hand made skirt.

Now for food pictures! I love cooking so these are some of my yummy specialty.

I’ve been addicted to cookie house sandwich lately. It’s amazingly yummy!

I haven’t been able to update recently because of school. I only have two more weeks left so I can’t wait till it’s over. I’ll be back in LA afterward and then go to Peru for a few days for vacation. I have so many plans to do during the whole month off so it’s very exciting.  So everything is fine now, mom and my brother are doing well. Me and Kingsley got back together after a one day break. lol silly I know. But we’re doing really well and I think our little problem only made the relationship stronger. It makes me happy to know that he’s trying and we’ll try to make it work since we both love each other very much.

Anyhow, apparently someone is trying to piss me off and started lies. I don’t know who the person is that left me comments saying that Kingsley is cheating on me with her. It’s really stupid, childish, and pathetic. That person (daisy or whatever you call yourself) must have no life that’s why she’s trying to ruin other people relationship. Whatever she’s trying to do is not working because I know him way too well to believe those lies.

My life is a bit twisted lately. I don’t even know where to begin. My auntie passed away a few days ago, my brother was sent to the hospital, my mom has been ill for quite a while now, and I got food poisoning. School and work also add a lot of stress on me. In addition, me and Kingsley is going on a break. At the end of the day when I feel so tired, the one person I count on the most can not understand or give me strength and courage to carry on. It’s quite sad…

I’m sorry that this update is a bit emo. I’ll make it up with lots of pictures alright? I went to sf zoo and golden gate park for a class project. So there’s a lot of pictures I want to share. I also noticed that I a get tons of visitors every day, even when I don’t update. But the sad part is that I rarely get any comment. I would really appreciate if you guys drop me a line because it’ll makes me happy. So don’t be shy. =)

“The Mile: People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and than are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile.”

Sorry it had been too long since I last updated. I’ve been very busy these days. I’ll do a quick update/recap for the past month or so. First, my birthday was a few weeks ago so I’m officially 21! Actually I still feel like a 9 years old kid. =) I went back home to LA last week for spring break. Catch up with my friends and we had a late bday celebration for me. To makes long story short I went to a gay bar for the first time accidentally but it was quite amusing. I also got me a job. Although it’s horrible I’ll stick with it for now. Me and Kingsley got in a big fight and almost broke up. Now I’m back here to SF for another two months before going back to LA again. lol so much information right?

just a random picture. I’m still a kid. =)

I promise I’ll come back to add more pictures tomorrow.

Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!

I finally got around to update and fix this blog. School started about 3 weeks ago so I was really stressed out. But I’m adjusted to the schedule now so I have more time on the side to do other things. So today is basically my lazy day. I’ll just eat and watch movies all day since someone flaked out on me last minute. I hate people that does that. So irresponsible.

Anyway, this Valentine isn’t as bad as last year. I’m still spending it alone in my apartment. It’s not that bad since a movie night all to myself is quite relaxing. I wish my Valentine’s present was Kingsley shipping himself here to me. He’s out with his guy friends right now, which I find it kind of funny. haha a bunch of guys spend Vday together. But he’s here with me in spirit so it’s fine.

Everyone meet Buttercup, he’s a new member in our family. Poor Buttercup was stuff inside a small box for two days just to be ship here for me. Although I didn’t get a penguin or a puppy for Vday, Kingsley managed to get me a doggie so I’ll settle with it for now. =)

He also got me my favorite chocolate, a hilarious card, and the most randomest thing cheez-it. =)

This is my new cell phone. It’s a sonny ericson w350a. It’s really similiar to my old phone but I like the color and how thin it is.

This is  my makeup for today. Now a day I rarely wear makeup since I don’t feel the need to get all doll up for school. But since today is Vday I wanted to look pretty. Anyway, someone requested for me to post up the makeup I usually use. So here is what I used today. It’s nothing expensive since I’m a broke college student. But I love these drugstore brands because basically they’re made up of the same ingredients as the brand name cosmetics. My advice is explore and once you find the products that work best for you just stick to it.

1. my eyeshadow palette ( Kingsley bought this on ebay for me) so the colors are: light peach for the base, pink outer corner, light purple inner corner, white bottom inner corner.

2. Almay liquid liner black

3. Maybelline NY intense XXL mascara

4. cover girl blush rose silk (I love love this color)

5. revlon wink for pink lipsticks

Four more days till I’m back home to LA! Times do fly by fast. I still have two major finals to study for but I’m not really stressing out over it since it’s just a lot of memorizing. It’d been really cold here, I think it gonna rain a lot next week as well. I just love it! <3 I’m in a really good mood lately since the holidays are coming. Who wouldn’t be right?

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about everything and I realized today that I’m capable to do a lot of things. I really under estimate myself sometime. I should start thinking highly of myself, maybe then people will start to respect and know what I’m worth. I have a lot to offer and I shouldn’t let others pull me down.

I was bored, so I decided to do a small collage of  my pictures from the past couple of years. Notice any changes? It’s pretty much just the hair color right?

I thought this little pot was so cute. I wanted to buy it at the ferry building but it was quite pricey.

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I believe in karma what you give is what you get returned.

I believe you can’t appreciate real love until you’ve been burned.

I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side.

I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye

I could sum up my weekend with just one word…BUSY! Friday I had a group meeting and we had to walked around the mall to look for products for our project. Saturday me and my roommate walked around union square and watched an early screening of 3D Bolt. It was a really cute movie. I also got thai food I’ve been craving for but it wasn’t that good. Nothing can beat food back in LA. We also ended up going to the market late at night. Didn’t get home till 11 something. On Sunday I went to another group meeting at the library. Then me and my roommate took the cable car to pier 39 to get in n out that I’ve been craving for the longest time! It was great! haha… For some unknown reason I’ve been eating like a monster these past couple of months. After in n out I got hungry again. It’s kinda crazy.I can’t support my eating habit anymore. I eat 4-5 times a day, not to mention snack in between and then at night I still get midnight munchy. haha… On top of that, I’m actually really sore right now from all the walking I did on the weekend. I’m really out of shape. All I do is eat and eat but rarely workout. haha… at this rate I’ll become obese in no time.

Ready for lots of picture this time?

On Saturday there was a protest for gay rights

It was crazy, this was the second time this month

look how the tourist look all fascinated. You don’t get to see this every day.

SF Westfield mall, super nice right?

the dome in the mall

there’re 2 theaters, one is in the mall and this one is outside near union square

inside the theater. my camera phone suck

the awesome view in the theater. You see that big plasma screen?

I’m on the cable car and that’s how the traffic look haha

another cable car passing by

SF in n out!!! <3

this guys is crazy good with spray paint

Sometimes there’s nothing to say.

Sometimes silence expresses more than words.

Picking up the phone, dialing a number..

it can do more damage than good

but humans are afflicted with this obsessive desire, to talk things to death.

So we make things worse, just by trying to make it better

Today was really sunny and warm! I’m so surprise that there wasn’t any wind either. In addition to the nice weather, I’m in a really good mood and I can’t stop smiling. =D

Anyway this weekend gonna be super busy. I have 2 groups projects meeting to go to and all this homework I have to do. I might go watch Zack and Miri making a porno this Saturday. I heard it’s a really funny movie. So I can’t wait for that.

Also last thing I want to get off my mind, so last night I watched This Christmas with my roommate and it really gotten me into the Christmas spirit. I’m really looking forward to that and doing Christmas shopping. Gotta start thinking of what to get for people. So anyhow I’m surprise that I suddenly had an urge to write in here again. So the whole not gonna update in a while thing isn’t so true after all. =P

This painting is call First date with the rain. I’m so in love with it right now.

We fight for mainly one reason

Cause when you fight you truly find out

How much you’re willing to take

Before you break. And when you

Break you need to see if that other person

Truly cares enough to make everything okay again

Cause without fighting

Liars of love could be walking all over the place

I’m having hiccup right now and my eyes are teary from cutting onions! Ahh stupid onion. Anyway, the weather is getting colder and colder each day. My body probably still isn’t used to it yet so I got sick again. I used up all my food money this month to pay my credit card bill. Now I have to starve for the next three weeks. It’s so sad being broke and no one there to feed me.  So I tried to save a few dollars by going to china town to get some veggies last weekend. Every time I go there I always end up getting sick afterward. Maybe I’m allergic to Chinese people? haha… Well it was probably because I was carrying heavy bags, long distance walk, and it was raining.

I think I’ll be pretty busy for the next week or so with all the school projects that I have to get done before thanksgiving. Speaking of Thanksgiving, it’s not very far away and I’m super excited to come back home!!! I can’t wait to eat all the food I’ve been hungrily craving for! Someone please feed me when I get back! haha well beside that I still have to figure out how I’m gonna get home from the airport. Sighs…

I actually won’t be updating much from now on. I kinda lost inspiration to write lately and there’s nothing interesting about my life at the moment anyway. I’ll try to update once in a while if something interesting happen or if I have a lot to say . So till then, take care and don’t starve or get sick like me.

Sunday Farmer’s Market

The veggies are actually cheaper than in the market but there isn’t much of variety. Most of the booths have the same veggies.

Flowers! You see those lilies? So pretty! I haven’t got flower in such a long time. Sighs…

Tomatoes!!! =D

So this is the shoes that I’ve been wanting for a while now. It looks super cute on me. Plus H&M actually carries size 5!!! Super rare isn’t it? But I don’t even have money for food right now so I can’t get it. So sad…

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And here I stand, with a million

different problems thrown my way.

Yet, I’m still standing here.

All I want, is someone to stand

here with me. Something permanent.