There are things you can’t see because it’s too close, and there are things you can finally see after being alone… I realized that all I can do for myself is to take care of my health. After being sick for the past couple of days, with lack of nutrition, I had learned my lesson. There’s no one to take care of me anymore and being sick is just not accepted. I think this experience only gonna make me grows stronger as a person and wiser as a woman. It’s like the old saying, “you don’t know what you got until it’s gone.” From this, I treasure my mom 200x more now. She’s the only thing that help keeps me going each and everyday.

I had recovered from my cold and allergy, although my body is still ache from the weather. It’s just unpredictable what the weather is going to be like. So I guess everyone should just try to keep themselves warm as much as possible. Bring an extra jacket if you can.

Anyhow, instead of my usual bristol farms visit for groceries, I went to safeway today. It’s was far and near the ball park. I thought I got off at the wrong stop but luckily I made it there with no hassle. However, the return trip was a problem. lol I went there not knowing how to get back. Silly me right? I wander around the street like a lost soul and decided to jumped on a muni going the opposite direction. Thankfully it was a wise decision because I found my way back home safely.

Thanks to today trip I finally know how to get to the pier now. So next time whenever I need to breathe some fresh air I’ll have a place to go and relax. I made some awesome food today and I ate so much! It tasted extra good since I’ve been craving for so long. On the good thought, I’m 4 weeks closer to being home. Hooray!!! =)

Ready for lots of pictures today?

I dyed my hair black last night. Took me an hour just to do it myself and you know what? I’m loving it!

Trip back home from the grocery. I was the only one on the muni! It’s rare and creepy at the same time.

The bay Bridge is simply amazing

This is the place I was talking about. My new escape!

I made some mandu (korean dumplings) today! It’ll last me about week or two.

Last but not least, kimchi chigea (kimchi stew)!!! It was freaken delicious! I’m so proud of myself. haha =D

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I didn’t lose from loving you more,
You lost from not loving me enough.