I nearly abandoned this blog for almost a year! Somehow, I ended up here and went back reading all of my posts tonight. It brought back so much memories, the good and bad of the life in San Francisco. I remember crying myself to sleep quite often when I was living there because I was really homesick. Being there on my own with no one by my side was terrible. I suffered a lot, learned a lot, met many horrible and wonderful people. Through it all I really don’t think I can ever live without my family. You only have one in your life. So why take them for granted? Spend as much time as you can with them because that unconditional love is a precious gift we all should treasure.
So what had changed during these last couple of months? Well, I permanently moved back home to LA in June. I’m currently going to Woodbury University (a private school in Burbank). The environment there is so much different from Academy of Art in SF. It’s a lot more calm and spacious. The tuition cost so much more but I’m glad that I got scholarships or else I don’t think I can afford to go to there. Another thing that changed is that I’ve been single since September. After experiencing the same situation twice, I think I lost a lot of faith. It just left me physically and emotionally exhausted. I just want to give my heart a good rest that it deserve. Actually, I am quite content with how things are right now. I have more time to do things I love and devote more time into school. Though I have to admit it do get lonely sometime, but I won’t let that be the reason why I’m with someone. I really don’t see the point in dating different guys every month as if you’re changing clothes. I don’t know how some girls can do that, it’s quite sad. I think girls should really learn to appreciate and love themselves first. You shouldn’t rely on a guy to make you happy. Create your own happiness, it’s more fulfilling knowing that you fight hard for it, instead of expecting someone to bring it to you.
Lastly, I decided to start blogging again because I didn’t realize how these little posts can hold so much memories that I’ve almost forgotten over the last couple of months. I think most of my readers probably left due to my absent but I’ll try to update every now and then. I promise I won’t abandon it again. =)
I don’t think I ever uploaded my SF apartment pictures. So here it is to those who are curious.
The living room, it’s super tiny isn’t it?
bathroom
tiny kitchen and a horrible mini refrigerator 
roommate’s bed and my jigsaw puzzle on the table
my bed
window view
